It has been some time that I have desired to jot down my thoughts and feelings. First allow me to dispense with the tedious bits of my current life situation. Employed with two jobs - permits me to pay my enormous bills and eat. Get to see my daughter unfettered. Am divorced - HELL YEAH!!!! New vehicle. Some friends remain after the explosion...made new ones. Beginning to regain my swagger. Teeth still white and straight.
Recently I have been attempting to recollect my losses after the explosion. I had tried to pick up the pieces and live the life that I felt was robbed from me. I realize that I will not be able to regain all of the particulars (love of my life), but I had tried to gather other bits. Finally I realized the futility of my course. My life has changed. I am no longer the same person before the explosion. I continue to adjust to this new skin that I wear. My experience has altered my thinking. I have weathered the storm and am stronger. The old fears no longer work. Everything had been taken from me. What else can you take? This has given me power. I cannot be hurt. The sleeper has awaken!!! (I really like that show)
Seriously I am very appreciative of the life that I have; of the friends and family that I have; and the second chance that I was given. Thank you Lord.
Welcome to my new life.