Thoughts

As I sit and peruse the www, I began to reminisce about times past.
Past photos of old girlfriends spark clouded memories of good times.
Unfortunately, Ego reminds me that it was not all good. The care was a
one way street. The pain no longer stings, but is a reminder of what
could have been. So close to what I desired, but still had much to go.
Need true care and compassion about me. Need emotional maturity. Need
emotional strength and resilience. She was fun and I miss that fun. She
made my nights alive and my days longing. Thank you for being there. My
personal storm would be too much for anyone to bear. Thanks for
sticking it out as much as you did. I miss my time with you. I miss
what I believed that you were. You are still thought about from time to
time. Just so you, (as I know that you will not care), my life is
beginning to be rebuilt. I am on the path and I am happy once again. I
pray that you are happy. I hope that you think of me as I do you. I
know that you refuse to admit that I once mattered to you, but during
the lonely moments before slumber I hope that I walked across your
thoughts some. Thoughts of you kept me sane in a very small place. Your
letters were welcomed. Take care and I truly wish you well. You deserve
happiness. I hope that you find it.

Michael.



By the way, you still have the most beautiful breasts that I have ever seen! (I am still a man, you know!)

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